You know how you make a mistake in life and you swear you'll never let it happen again?
And you mean it, with all your heart and soul?
Have you ever had the same argument/discussion with the same person over and over and each time you both come to the same conclusion but nothing changes even though you both swear it will?
Or you think you and someone else are on the same page but suddenly you are blindsided and realize you just aren't? Promises made, quickly broken.
Ever felt like no matter what you do or say you are always going to lose the argument that really isn't even an argument yet feels like if you lose it you are losing possibly one of the most important things in your life?
Yeah, well I'm feeling all those things and more.
I obviously didn't learn a god damn thing from my past mistakes and I can't write anymore whiny bullshit about it either right now. I just repeat the same things over and over and then I'm shocked when things turn out the way they do. That being said, I'm taking a break. I don't know how long the break will be. I just know I can't do this anymore right now. Archives are history, comments have been disabled. I'm closed for repairs.
Take care of yourselves.
