Today I just wish I could see you - I miss having your arms around me, I always felt comfortable, never crowded... and loved... Even if the love I felt was different from what you were feeling at the time, I miss just being next to you. Writing here has turned out to be a really good thing for me, despite my latest posts not having much substance or structure, or any point at all, they have been like therapy. just to get it out... the good.. the bad... the all of it. I don't care if any one's tuned in - it doesn't matter. I am consumed with thoughts of you, and I wonder if you even think of me from time to time. I'm sorry if I have offended you here with my ups and downs, Organizing my thoughts and feelings so they are clear to me - I am better able to cope, process, and move on. The anger has turned to acceptance, the disappointment is turning to regret,,, the loneliness has been replaced by sheer boredom, but the love remains.
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